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Sunday, May 29, 2011

jim morrison/lost american treasure

Another beautiful artist DEAD. Age 27. Just think about the great loss to so many. And for what. Being like me and having to be chemically enhanced at all times. 27, a baby really. An American icon. Lost to his family and friend, lost to us, and sad as all. Lost to himself. I think maybe some of us come into this world with something broke. And spend our whole lives trying to fix it. And ironically its our own society, whether it be greed, ignorance, or just trying to feel like a normal fucking person, that teaches us to change our moods and feelings with chemicals. Ive been poisoning myself for 25 yrs, and still don't seem to get the message. So much loss, including my heartbeat for ten minutes, conscious for a week, 8 broken ribs from c.p.r, followed by doctors removing half of my right lung due to my ribs schreading and punctureing it did not even faze me. It only made my life a lot less stressful for the next month, thanks to fentaynl patched I had stuck all over my body, and that wonderfully self administration morphine pump the good Dr's allowed me to have. Well at least until they did a little digging and noticed the several detox facilities I enjoyed about every 6 months for many years prior. If you read this whole rambling, semi-cohearnt mumbling. Well, thank you, and your much more tolerant then me.

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another artist who lost his soul, then his life (27yrs) for the privledge of self poison

Thursday, May 26, 2011

where did I go!

therir I was

wondering, who I was

where did I go

why am I moving so slow

I know I hide it somewhere,

where the fuck could it be

Holy shit, its all ready 3!

Where did I go....... please no,not again, im inside of me

tt