here i go falling again.

I often wonder, if its even posible for me,  and many others to live w/out using chemicals after a certain point. I myself have been using, and in the beginning enjoying intoxicants since my middle teens. And once i went off to college @ 17, i can havd been taking, then eventually switching to more powerfull drugs along the way, and it feels like i woke up one day during a breif abstanance, and realized i 39, i feel like i somehow missed quite a few years of my now empty life. Now I'm 41 and after a breif period afew years back feel like I'm really sloping away. When i was young, i was strong, had things i liked to do, i started my business (gonenow about 7 years), had great success financially, and enjoyed, what i did, i loved my workers, we were kinda like a big family.  At around 30 yrs. I stumbled upon Vicodin, which i looked at as a kiddy drug. But when i took a couple, which was for pain, i felt so good, but not intoxicated. And this was after i cycled through most starter drugs, which i would enjoy one for a year or two n just sort of lose the good feeling it gave me n stop.i remember in college drinking and smoking and eating acid like popcorn, and i was happy. Then i went through powder coke, then smoking it,lost interest in n stooped taking that. during all this i was building a company and more importantly raiseing my daughter who's momma left when she was about six months old. I'm tired n don't feel like typing anymore, so ill call this part 1 of?    TT

american authorities, and citizens. whats their roll in the destruction addiction causes US ALL?

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i do realize and regreat the places, prediciments ,  and all the damage and loss being a junkie, has put my family, and myself, and others through. and in no way do or would i ever promote, or even demonstrate a passive opin

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this hole sober thing kinda sucks.  i do realize, n have directly impacted (quite negitivly) my life, abd more importantly the poor people who are tanglefd

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what is american public policy n socities role in this soul sucking epidemic?